Those of you who know me should be very scared of that title - lol! I think I have gotten myself into trouble - how - well, by trying to read 3 books at the same time! "Change Your Questions, Change Your Life", "Total Forgiveness" and the newest one, "When Pigs Move In" - and no - that one is NOT about pig farming. :)
As I am on my journey, I have found that I have issues from my past to deal with. Evidently I have some sort of unforgiveness in my heart and I need to have that plucked out - not sure of what that is just yet - but while reading my "Total Forgiveness" book I felt that sting in my heart and I know I have things to work through because of that.
Last Sunday's church was also very good. Talking about God's timing and how His plans don't really revolve around timing - He is timeless - anyway, the example was Moses taking the Israelites into the promised land, how stubborn they were, and that they didn't trust Him so therefore the first generation didn't get to go in - they all died off. Then the 2nd generation was able to receive their inheritance and go into the promised land. We also learned how important it is to mediate on God's Word, that it's not about me, it's about God and to receive His promises. His words are true and He is faithful!
Ok - so how does this all fit together - see - my mind is spinning!
And oh, not to mention, as I was driving into work this week I see a semi-truck that used to have a logo on it about "Feed the Children" - it was all faded - like they took it off - but I could see it. Actually I had to blink a couple of times to make sure I was reading what I was reading. I was like, really God, what are you saying to me!
Well, this much I can say I know for sure! 1) God has a plan for me 2) All circumstances are under God's control 3) His Word is my direction and 4) I need to live a life devoted to Him.
So many puzzle pieces that I am just going to let Him put them all together. Some days I really love my journey, some days I am really confused about it and some days - well - I just don't like it. BUT I am ready to see where this year takes me and what God has for me. And can you believe this year is already a 1/4 over - man!
Oh, and get this, my newest addition of Horse and Rider Magazine cover says, "Got A Goal" - really??!!
Truly my mind is crowded with all sorts of thoughts! Hopefully it will be less crowded soon - lol! Thank you for joining me on my journey, Stacy